Dear Cupid, This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department.
Thevoodoomagick gave me an STD which makes my skeleton want to jump out of my body. I wrote a sexual poem for Wanking and they haven’t stopped following me around once. I pulled down Wanking’s underwear in front of everyone - to mass applause.
So, as you can see, it's been a hectic year. Can you please make Seaouryou fall in love with me this Valentine's day? Sincerely,
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Gabe gave me the entire Daft Punk album, and stayed up with me until one fourty am until the transfer finished, even while I was drunk. And he trusts me.

He's kind of the best friend I've got in real life...Emma is moreso, actually, but she's three hours away :( (and she keeps forgetting to send me prom pics lol). She's a miracle child, she is...she's hands down, the sweetest person I know, I am so lucky that I do know her. Marc too. God...life is so good, despite everything.

I'm just so sick of waking up every morning, hauling myself out of dream land, getting dressed, and going to school. Classes I have no passion for. I just want to write, draw, listen to music, play all day. I don't want to go to school anymore until I go to college! I know there's more to do, there's so much more to learn in these last few months, but I so want to go to New Orleans for Senior Skip Day on Mardis Gras.

According to Gabe's plan, this calls for:
-Hamburger buns
-Baby seals
-Bats and nails
-A barbeque pit

...Uh huh. I'm just planning on wearing my fairy wings :P.

So much has happened...this year, last year, years before, and I'm having a hard time beliving I'm this old...HOW did I get to this point, how?
I'm scared about the future, too...how will I get money, how will I live? So close to New York, THERE for part of the year...I'm not thrilled with the Universities in the city, and I love Bennington...I'm so thrilled to be going, really, but I'll be on my own...then again...I've technically been on my own for so long.
I'm scared to move forward and petrified of moving back.
I want to be rich and artsy and so very elite, why? How much longer until then? Will I be able to? How will I live like that?

I also really, really want to see Corteo! Ohhh, Cirque du Soliel! My love! My inspiration!

Prom is on my eighteenth birthday; we're having it at a Mexican restaurant...next to an ear piercing parlor! Guess what I'm doing! :D
March Third is formal...its so far from now, March. February.
I keep thinking about how so many things were so great last year...Canada. I miss (my friend)Emma so much...I see her all the time, still, but I miss seeing her every day...Canada was just so awesome.
I'll have been infatuated with the Dresden Dolls for a year about a couple of days after Formal. That feels like its such a long time from now, but it isn't.

March. Its so long from now, but will be here so quickly. I have to finish the novel by March. Senior Project is in April.
April is the trip to Mexico. I still need to lose some more weight...what dress size am I?
I need a passport.
Next year I want to go to Canada a lot.

I need a driver's liscense too. So bad. Threeish months until I turn eighteen. What then?

Also, I'm sick as hell again...story of the year. I'm drained of all my energy, the hinge of my jaw aches, I can't think, can't sleep at night, get tunnel vision and can't walk at times, always want to burst into tears, am nauseous, my throat aches, and my ears and eyes burn. I feel like I just need a few days...a few good days that time won't give me...its not that I'm late, time just moves too fast.

Time.

I want to read One Hundred Years of Solitude again...but I have to read Walden. Heh.

I want to draw, too...draw what I want, not what the art teacher makes me.

I'm sorry, Jen, I'm letting you down. Forgive me, wonderful, slightly bitchy, so kind maths teacher. I'm sorry.

When is South Park comming back? March 7th, says Wiki! YAY!

Is this really what I was expecting my life to be like? Is this really what its like?

I went to see Sam Rhine's genetic conference update today :D! It was so awesome, just as much as it was when I went to see it my Sophomore year...I took like, fourteen pages of notes, got to know stuff thats going on in Stem Cell and Genetic Research now, and get updated on stuff that won't even hit textbooks until twenty years from now :D!!

Apparently, my interest in genetics is considered non-sequiter; so much that not even my father knew I'm interested in it until today. I don't think its out of character...I love science, actually, like, Social and Environmental issues, but also nature versus nurture and genetics and psychology, so I'm definately going to be taking those kinds of classes next year. I love science, but more, how and why aspects...I think people don't really expect that from me because I'm more of an artsy type.

BUT anywho, apparently Avian Flu is expected to enter the US through Mexico, which means Texas is screwed, but I'm outta here in four+ months anyhow, hahaha! BUT there is hope yet, in that double strand miRNA could be attatched to the strand of Virus, thus deactivating it. Sweeeet.
Also, there is an alternative to stem cells, research of which is not sponsored by the Government and could possibly cause Cancer (Stem cells and cancer cells share certain qualities bla bla bla) which I already knew about; Bone marrow. My younger-older-brother shattered the bone in his left hand and had it replaced with bone marrow. There's always a way.

Also, I got to skip Art Class and go to Mai's for lunch. Mmmm, Pho and super strong coffee <3

I'm not sure if I should begin to write the ending (or at least the grande finale) now. This page just ended with the point where it begins, but I think it needs more, like I need to add in more scenes or something, but I don't know.
I don't think I'm ready :(
I'm scared.
I'm also excited to write this part...its probably favourite part of the whole novel, where everything comes together, and it reaches the great point.

...

I need to do homework first :P

Here's hoping for another school holiday due to weather tomorrow. If I do, I should be hearing about it any minute now.

(Note: Microsoft Word Documents are about half the page space of a novel, or at least the size I'm expecting it to be, so technically I'm at page eighty-eight, at a goal of one-hundred pages...Its a very short novel, and it moves very quickly, and I'm estimating the grand finale to take up about twenty pages)

My fandoms thus far include...

-A touching, always plot-twisting, meta-fairy-tale where, whether she is a duck, a clumsy, easilly flustered girl, or a magical ballet princess, the main character still kicks more butt than the prince. Through psychoanalysis, no doubt. Where the viewer's opinions and speculations on characters, plot points, etc. can be completely torn to shreds within five seconds. (Princess Tutu)

-A crazy, mixed up, white-trash, pissant Mountain Town in Colorado that makes your life look mundane, with tourists who range from mystics, celebrities, religios figures, icons, Crab people, and aliens, and nine-year-old children who act as though they are nineteen and struggle (in vain) to make sense, or in Cartman's case, conquer, the increasing insanity that surrounds them. (South Park)

-...With a canon tagline of, "Monsters Inc. Meets Nightmare Before Christmas in a retro Japanese Video Game", what else can you possibly add? (We Are The Strange)

...Mmhmm...

...And one that shouldn't count because its mine...

-Life in a liberal arts Peripatetic-college after the end of the world. (If All Else Fails, You're Screwed)

To save space on my DeviantArt comments, I am posting the links to the brushes I've been using on my more recent art here, because these are so awesome and everyone deserves to get 'em and the creators of the brushes deserve credit for this amazing work!

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I AM DONE.

With finals. And this school semester.

Yes.

I feel like any useful information has been sucked out of my brain. Seriously, when I came home I tried to make a sandwhich and forgot what to do. I am so gone, and so ready to be on break, and so ready to graduate in five months...which reminds me, that along that vein, I'm gonna have a big anouncement in a couple of days or so, which will be revealed and also commence my return to posting on DeviantArt!
I still have (maybe) another college to apply to...but it kinda concerns that, haha.
Anyway, I could go back to sleep, but I don't feel like it. I kinda just wanna sit and think, maybe try to write, but my brains is scrambled so I dunno how that'll work. Maybe a bath'd do some good...

Love!

WHY am I so obsessed with this song?! It is so wrong, and yet so...not wrong! GAAAAH.

I have a crush on this song. If one can crush on songs, that is.

I am super insane.

My favourite lyrics...which are super wrong:

"Edible strange how do I get in your pants when you're tick tockin' them
Serious levis? So tight can't be classified that's why i'm here to fill that opening
Make a seasoned pass to mount that ass and bob hope that i might one night stand a chance
Let's go feng shui the fuck around my digs like a superball bring that sunny side up and..."

SO. Finals next week. Official review starts Thursday and Friday.

And I have walking pneumonia.

And my hair is officially back to its natural colour, at a dark reddish brown, after three and a half hours of stripping. Pics to come eventually, when the sun is out and it doesn't look black.

And it looks like I'm gonna get in/attend my first choice college, which is SUPER FANTASTIC.

CAN I PLEASE GO ONE MONTH WITHOUT GETTING SICK?!?!

Please. I've been sick all week, with a sore ass throat that is threatening to implode with its itch and burn...and I keep coughing...they say to drink fluids, but drinking freaking hurts. My stomach wants to rebel and I'm congested like woah.

This wouldn't be so bad, and I wouldn't be ranting such if I could go to school. I am super hella dork and the over achievement bandit, but because my pre-cal teacher has been out all week.
I tried to go to school yesterday and had to leave after Lit I felt so bad.

...And now they're actually making me stay home tomorrow. Gaaaah!

I want to be educated!

Next week is the last week before finals!

Uwaaaaaaaaa!

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And there ya go, k?
Ironically, no one in real life thinks I do. Everyone I know online who doesn't live here says I do. SAY WHAT.

If All Else Fails, You're Screwed drabble. Because I enjoy writing drabbles for my own novel.

It's mostly about Miles and his relationship with Meep. No, they aren't a pairing or anything. I really don't like putting canon couples in my writing, because it takes all the fun out of it. They have an interesting relationship, though. I threw the word "love" in there once, I think, but they're actually strictly platonic, or at least thats how I'm making them be. Also, be warned, because its pretty much one giant spoiler.
I think the next drabble I write will be Miles and his relationship with Naz because that one makes me laugh to no end, and therefore is my favourite (although they're cousin's and therefore also not a pairing). Then I'll do Meep and Naz (who are ultimate bff's but just not as interesting) and that'll take care of the three principals.

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I want to eat my hands...

o.o

k.

Maybe I'll use that somehow..

I seem to have some sort of affinity for the tiniest of fandoms...first South Park, now Princess Tutu. I should be working on other stuff, like, ya know, requests, college essays...but I just wanted to write, so I posted a Princess Tutu drabble on ffn. I think it sucks. Oh well.

My obituary:

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IT IS SO TRUE!

http://objection.mrdictionary.net/go.php?n=1408045

...Right. I'm going to go back to homework now...

So, like, at three this morning, I ran into my ironing board and crushed the last two toes on my left foot, which was, as you may infer, painful. Then I went to bed but couldn't sleep, but I couldn't walk when I woke up three hours later so I just took some advil and went back to sleep, then I went to school to take my tests which got cancelled anyway. Then I left early to go get x-rays, and by that time the toes were black and blue, but because they're toes you can't really do anything about it, so they just taped the second to last one (which is the worse, being crushed at a point on the joint) to the middle. My feet are so tiny the smallest bandage they had was too big. Dude! The x-ray machine took up the whole room! It was so much fun! I broke my thumb when I was seven and had to get x-rayed then, and that wasn't as fun, but this was awesome!

I'd take pics, but people may get grossed out. I have to wear my floaties now instead of my converse/"ungodly(as the doctor called them after their description)" boots. What sucks is it keeps getting colder out.

Now I have to attempt to outline my novel. The hard part is I tend to write improv and I like doing that better. Eh.

Oh. And my airlink broke. Which makes me sad because I only had it working for a week. I miss having internet in my room ;_;

HOW DO YOU BE SO HOT?

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I need a break, so I'm gonna rant about some things I've just recently discovered that I'm kind of obsessing about.

1. Princess Tutu

Once again, I swear off anime, and then get dragged (although with not much protest) into this show that is just so beautiful and thoughful and just...LOVE. The writing is wonderful...all of the characters are this delightful mix of good and evil, I love all of them. Dude, on the surface its very frilly and girly and...PINK, but, it is so amazingly thoughtful. It has that fairytale theme I love...and that...rebellion to choose your own destiny. "There is happiness for those who accept their destiny. There is glory for those who rebel against it." or something to that affect. It just made me feel so inspired. And the ending was this bittersweet, and powerful bit...to me it starts a lot differently than it ends. And...its so hilarious to boot. I really, really wish that by some miracle there can be a season three.
I actually knew about Tutu in 2003 or around, because I remember hearing and doing research about it when I was thirteen. I highly recommend it, although it probably isn't something most of the anime fans in my circle would really like.

2. We Are The Strange

http://www.wearethestrange.com

Click that link, CLICK IT. I am so amazed. I will seriously do ANYthing I can to promote the shizzit out of it! God, one guy did all that! I love Nightmare Before Christmas, Monsters Inc, AND retro Japanese Video games. And, when you can't hide, dance? XD!

Oh! Oh! And I finally got my wireless internet working! ALL BY MYSELF!

To self:You win. Have an internt.

Why thanks! I will!

Also, I finished the Common Application, am halfway through with one essay, inspired by another. I decided to apply to Barnard after all, and I need to contact Jewish Family Services to talk about scholarships.

GODZILLA SMASH!

Just when I swear off anime, I discover Haruhi Suzumiya ;_;
...Its actually eerilly similar to "If All Else Fails, You're Screwed" in some aspects...the idea that you can create your own reality...the whole, "world got screwed up three years ago", "eccentric kids flocking together in order to save the world/uncover its mysteries"...yeah 0.0

(Goes off to replay "God Knows" video...)